How do I breathe - Mario

Mario: How do I breathe, yeah?
How do I breathe, yeah?

[Verse:]
It feels so different being here,
I was so used to being next to you,
Life for me is not the same,
There's no one to turn to.
I don't know why I let it go too far,
Starting over - it's so hard.
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you.

[Hook:]
I just had a wake up call,
Wishing that I never let you fall,
Baby you are not to blame at all.
when I'm the one that pushed you away.
Baby if you knew I cared,
You'd have never went nowhere (nowhere),
Girl I should've been right there.

[Chorus:]
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?

[Verse:]
Girl I'm losin' my mind.
Yes I made a mistake.
I thought that you would be mine.
Guess the joke was on me.
I miss you so bad, I can't sleep.
I wish I knew where you could be.
Another dude is replacing me,
God this can't be happening.

[Hook:]
I just had a wake up call (call),
Wishing that I never let you fall (fall),
Baby you are not to blame at all.
When I'm the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared (cared),
You'd have never went nowhere (nowhere),
Girl I should've been right there.

[Chorus:]
(And I wonder...)
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me (I'm saying),
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?

[Verse:]
I can't get over you, no
Baby I don't wanna let go, no
Girl you need to come home
Girl come back to me
'Cause girl you made it hard to breathe
When you're not with me.

[Chorus:]
(Tell me)
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go (where do I, where do I go)
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?

How do I breathe?
[Some speaking starts]
Without you here by my side?
How will I see (how will I see)
When your love brought me to the light (baby, baby)?
Where do I go (where do)
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me (you're not with me),
How do I breathe (how do I breathe)?
How do I breathe?

Hate that I Love You

"Hate That I Love You"(Rihanna feat. Ne-Yo)

[Rihanna:]
As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeaahhh... Oohh...

[Rihanna:]
As much I love you (as much as I need you)As much as I need you (oooh..)
As much I love you (oh..)As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so.. so...

beiNg 20 something is harD!

juduL noveL: Being 20 something is hard!
Penulis: dewi pravitasari
Penerbit: diwanteen

Sebuah novel (chicklit) yang menceritakan tentang pergantian fase remaja menjadi dewasa. yup... masa2 umur dua puluh buat seoRang wanita adalah masa Kritis yang menentukan masa depan.

Sara adalah seorang psikolog cantik, cukup sukses di usianya yang ketiga puluh. Suatu hari ia harus dihadapkan dengan seorang kliennya yang ternyata adalah mantan pacarnya (Zani) yang pernah sangat melukainya. Selain dengan zani, sara juga bertemu tiba2 dengan radit (kakak zani sekaligus seorang yang paling berarti di dalam hidupnya).


Novel ini menceritakan flsh back sara ke masa2 kuliahnya. Dengan setting suasana Perancis dan Jakarta, novel ini banyak menceritakan gaya hidup remaja dan wanita saat ini. Endingnya tidak dapat diduga!

A must reaD noveL!! =)

FriEda: the examPLe of giving much but still lost much... SemaNgat Sara ;)

seTeLah sidanG sKripsi...

fiuHhh... sidang skripsi...
yang begitu dinanti-nanti
akhirnya terlewati, hihihihi...

nGGa Lega2 amat juga sii, soalnya nilainya belum keluar
n now its time foRRR...
NgeBLoG!!!
ga denG...
time buat revisi...

pengen cepet2 revisi...
tapi takut diberdayakan ma Professorku...
kemaren aja sbeLum sidaNg, foto2 penelitian kami sudah diboyong ke presentasi International Association for DentaL Research (IADR) di BaLi n ga bilang2, anak2 pada sakit ati, kalo aku yaa... ikhlas lah... sekalian mejeng di BaLi bareng buLe2 walo cuma fotonya doang...=)

Sebenernya pengen banget cepet2 revisi...
Tapi kalo revisi udah keLar... kami belum bisa tenang seperti anak2 lainnya.... karena...

Penelitian berikutnya menunggu...
Kemaren setelah sidang, professorku yang baik hati itu udah mengikat kami dengan kontrak kerja penelitian di Lab... Kalo dia udah tersenyum begitu, yaaa... mana bisa nolak... secara yaa... nilai ujian kami dipegang dia juga, hiks...hiks...

jadi mungkin ada dua proyek penelitian lagi...
1. melanjutkan penelitian xylitol itu ke dalam sel jaringan yang lain
2. memulai proyek sel kanker skuamosa yang waktu itu sempet terhambat gara2 sengaja 'dihambat' oleh kepentingan2 rebutan proyek penelitian di dalam fakultas (hssst... rahasia loh...)

soo... kita liat kelanjutannya nanti apakah aku akan menghabiskan sabtu-minggu di Lab lagi bareng kuman2 n sel kanker itu, ato bisa tidur nyenyak di rumah
;)

Everything

"Everything"

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

My Library

Hmmmmmmmm......
I reaLLy want to have a home library.
My hoMe is full with BooKs...
But i don't have any home library yet... T_T

Well, like i said before i have 19 encyclopedia, atlas, and learning books to discover...
here the list

1. World Book Encyclopedia; ada 22 buku super tebal (1000 halaman masing2 buku). one of the complete encyclopedy in the world
   
2. Oxford Encyclopedia; 10 buku teBal (400-500 halaman masing2 buku)
   
3. Ensiklopedi Negara dan Bangsa; 10 buku (400-500 halaman masing-masing buku)
4. Ensiklopedi Indonesia seri Fauna;5 buku (600-700 halaman masing-masing buku)
   
5. HEalth Encyclopedia; 1 buku. Ensiklopedi kesehatan terlengkap di dunia. Terbitan Bloomsburry, England
   
6. Disney's: Ensiklopediku yang pertama; 25 buku (150an halaman)
   
7. Ensiklopedi Hukum Islam; 6 buku (600-700 halaman masing-masing buku)
   
8. Ilmu Pengetahuan Populer; 10 buku (400-500 halaman masing2 buku)
9. Disney's: Dunia Pengetahuan yang Mengagumkan; 20 buku (200an halaman)
   
10. Disney's: Kerja Alat dan Mesin; 4 buku (400-500 halaman masing2 buku)
11. Atlas Al Qur'an; 1 atlas super tebal tentang sejarah ISLAM
    
12. World Atlas; 1 atlas super tebal tentang dunia, pemetaanya, dan data geografinya
    
13. A photographic Atlas of Human Body, 1 atlas tentang tubuh manusia
    
14. New Webster's Dictionary; 2 buku kamus (300 halaman masing2 buku)
    
15. Campaign of World War day by days; 1 buku tebal tentang perang dunia dalam hitungan hari
    
16. Lingua Phone: English course package; 8 buah buku (250an halaman masing2 buku), 32 kaset, dan 1 cd
    
17. Wonderfull World of English; 6 buku text (100an halaman masing2 buku), 6 buku latihan, dan 1 pack kaset
    
18. English Lesson for Children; 10 buku text (100an halaman masing2 buku), 10 buku latihan, 1 pack kaset, 1 casette player
    
19. Membuka Dunia Taman Belajar with POLDI; 20 buku (100an halaman masing2 buku), 6 kaset, 1 pack kartu, 1 pack puzzles, 2 box games

ditambah lagi ratusan novel, ribuan komik, jutaan text book.....
Rumahku rasanya ingin meledak karena buku... =)

BoooooooooooKsssss...

Dear My Blog...
Now, I want to talk about booK... The onLy things that makes me feel happy beside FootBALL ^.^

Yup... I Love BookS, moRe thaN all of you ever know...
Toko buku, such as Gramedia atau Gunung agung adalah the most comfortaBLe place for killing my Lonely time. I could spend 3-4 hours in book stoRe alone, hahaha...
But for shopping? hahaha...okAy,,, terakhir di Taiwan, terbukti aku bisa menghabiskan 3 jam shopping sendirian...

Tapi in that case, aku prefer kalo ada yang nemenin. But in bookstOre? No... I prefer to be alone there... Why? Karena kalo aku ajak orang ke BookStore, pasti pada ribut minta pulang duluan. Beda kalo shopping bareng2, pasti aku yang ribut minta ngajak pulang duluan, hehehe...

KEmaren Aku ke Gramedia bareng papa. Yup... dia menghabiskan banyak uangnya untuk ngebeliin buku buat aku. wakakak...i'm sorry pa ;p
oiya satu Lagi, kalo aku pergi ke toko buku, aku harus keluar dari toko itu dengan membeli buku. HARUS... hehehe... Bahkan untuk benda yang namanya buku, aku rela menggesek kartu debitku; hasil tabungan mama yang ada di rekeningku; maap ya ma...
bahkan lagi, trusty, my lil sister said: "duh salah banget papa ngajak mbak frieda ke gramedia, mana mau pulang dia dari sana kalo ga beli buku macem2."

waktu itu aja niatnya cuma janjian ketemu di gramedia ma Rima dan yang lainnya, eh tetep... malah jadi lama di Gramedia nya... Hehehe... Thanks to Gramed, udah mau buka di depok ^.^

Ehmmm... yang perlu diingat adalah, ga semua buku yang kubeli habis terbaca. Mata adalah mata, tetep butuh istirahat kan? yaaa... apalagi ditambah aku juga hobi tidur...

Jadi ada buku2 di rumah yang menumpuk yang aku baca baru 1/5, 1/4, 1/3, ato 1/2 dari halamannya. ini list buku2 nya:

NoveL:

• 1. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows; English edition (baru 1/5 nya)

• 2. Ketika cinta bertasbih (1/3 nya)

• 3. dzikir-dzikir cinta (belum sama sekali, padahal udah beli dari taun kemaren)

• 4. Jejak Laut (belum sama sekali)

• 5. Ada seseorang di kepalaku (ilfil bacanya, langsung di museumkan)

• 6. Bayang-bayang pohon delima (emmm... 1/4 nya deh, bahasanya susah, muter2, maklum gaya bahasa abad keberapa gitu, hehehe)

• 7. in search of Fathima (baru ketemu lagi setelah sekian lama, baru baca 1/5 nya)

• 8. The missing puzzle (ga suka gaya bahasa ceritanya and alurnya, jadi langsung di singkirkan, apalagi setelah tau yang nulis si Iriel, kakak kelasku SMA, hehe... just kidding...)

• 9. simPLE Lie (hate the story =( jadi baru dibaca 1/2 nya (nyesel... nyesel...)

itu baru novelnya lho, belum buku lainnya:

COmputer:

• 1. Mastering CMS dengan mambo/ joomla

• 2. Mastering photoshop dari editing hingga output (ini udah hampir kelar bacanya)

Islam:
a. buku dari Papa:

• 1.Khadijah, a true love story of Muhammad
• 2. Berguru kepada ALLAH
• 3. Taman orang jatuh cinta dan memendam rindu
  

b. Beli sendiri:

• 1. Pesan rasulullah kepada Muslimah
• 2. Pancaran cahaya sholat
• 3. Adakah maaf untukku, Tuhan
• 4. Tahajud cinta
• 5. Surga Merah
• 6. yang paling baru: La Tahzan For Girls

Psikologi:

• 1. pinjeman dari kak Nia: Personality Plus

• 2. Jangan takut menulis buku

• 3. Why Men can't listen and Women cannot read Maps

Gila... itu semua buku2 yang belum abis dibaca... ]
JAdi bingung kan mo baca yang mana duLu? hehehe...
Belum lagi di rumah ada 19 encyclopedia, atlas, and learning books (di bahas di My Library)

Don't be like me ya Guys...
i'm a very bad exampLe for you...

MarriagaBLE

Well... ummm... What can i say about this novel... MARRIAGABLE a novel written by Riri Sardjono...

Novel sinting yang bikin gw, seharian berpikir... mengawang-awang... tentang LAKI-LAKI, cinTa, pernikahan, keluarga... GreaT... pencerahan sekaligus Peringatan...

Kalo bagaimanapun juga... Laki-laki suka tantangan; like my mom always said too.
Kalo yang namanya cinta itu bisa berubah; just Like MikO and Ara, Dina and Ardy, Flory and Vadin, juga Kika mungkin sama Dayan, atau Gerry sama eeemmm... his partner... ;)

Hummm... jika punya peran di salah satu novel itu; gw pastilah Ara. Melankolis one; yang percaya sekali kalo cinta adalah dasar segala hubungan, having high dreaMs... tapi kenapa di novel ini si ARa jadi punya cerita jelek sama suaminya yang jadi hobi memaki itu?
KEnapa dia ga bisa mewujudkan impian cinderella-nya?

padahal kalo gw... impian gw lebih dari sekedar cinderella, live happily ever after, lebih dari itu... coz gw pengen ketemu suami gw di Surga...
Can't we?
Can we Having that dream?

Yang super jelas in this novel dan ternyata sesuatu yang sama denganku adalah... ketakutan terbesar Flory; berhenti dicintai...
well Flo, gw juga takut berhenti dicintai, terlebih dari orang2 yang udah sangat kita cintai....

a MusT reaD novel, hanya saja ini teruntuk 21 tahun ke atas, n ternyata gw under-age... hehehe...

UninTended....

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you...

WeLL... ehM.. WeLcOme

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